Friday, March 27, 2009

My cats are jealous of Rocko's new fame. My husband is jealous that Tracy has a cat that behaves like a cat. "Don't you know cats are supposed to be aloof?" he yelled again this morning as the two of them followed us from room to room practically wagging their tails. I refer to them both as "dog-like cats" which should not be construed to imply that they are trainable the way dogs are. (One of my favorite tee shirts says "Dogs Come When Called. Cats take a message and get back to you." But I digress.) They're dog-like in their devotion to their people and in their demands for interaction with their people as well. But then, my friend, Jeanne has a dog who jumps up on furniture and settles into sun patches in their kitchen.

I'm probably focusing on these overlaps between different animals because as a writer I've been thinking a lot about blurred lines between "species" of writers--about poets who write prose poems and narratives, about the story arc in a script, about the poetic moves some fiction writers make. I've been writing and publishing primarily poetry for a couple of decades now, but lately I've been drawn to prose, both fictional and memoir. Recently I had the thrill of having a story I wrote accepted for performance in a program through InterAct Theatre Company in Philadelphia. InterAct hires actors to do readings/performances of stories submitted by fiction writers. So my story, written by a "mostly a poet" writer, will become a theater piece and will be read on April 27. (If you're anywhere near Philadelphia, do come!)

At the end of January, WXPN, a local NPR affiliate at University of Pennsylvania previewed the performance on "Live From Kelly Writers' House," a show recorded before a live audience at Kelly Writers' House also on Penn's campus. Before "my actor," Lillian Rozin, read an excerpt of my story, I was asked one question by the radio host. To paraphrase: You're a poet. What are you doing writing fiction? To paraphrase my answer: I've always written fiction, but not, I think, too well until I let the poet in me inform my prose writing process.

WXPN and the Kelly Writer's House at Penn just provided me with a link to the story that was broadcast back in February. If you go to this link http://writing.upenn.edu/wh/calendar/0109.php#26 and then scroll down to January 26 you can listen to the show. (The first two pieces cover my story-- Michaela's introduction which goes into her bitty interview with me and then Lillian Rozin reads the story excerpt. ) The story's not too linear, and I do head off into descriptive/philosophical reverie at times. I guess that's the poet in me, or perhaps as writers we each write whatever it is we write in our own distinctive voices and our voices are the voices of story tellers and poets, playwrights and performers or pundits depending on the tale we feel compelled to tell.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Rocko's Sphere



I am not a cat lover. Ever since high school when I babysat a kitten for a friend and awoke to the adorable fuzzball ripping the curlers brutishly from my head, strands of hair included, I kept a respectful distance from the feline species. They are stealth warriors.

But when I moved in with Andy, Rocko was part of the deal. Andy adopted the cat after our friend Sarah found him as a kitten, trapped under boulders outlying a slough. She’d been exercising to a workout tape in her condo, and heard what she believed to be a baby crying outside, louder than the video’s volume; she searched out the cries, reached into the rocks to fetch him, whereupon he hissed and bared his teeth. I think she finally wrapped a sweatshirt around her hands to complete the job, and rushed the emaciated brown kitty to the vet. It turned out Rocko was white with grey patches, and that Sarah’s husband, Manuel, was allergic, but the rescue was so compelling Andy volunteered to keep the intrepid youngster.

He was full-grown by the time I appeared in Rocko’s sphere, and we successfully ignored each other for months. Then one night as I lay reading in bed, the cat hopped up and sidled over, head-butting my hand, demanding, it seemed, that I pet him. I obliged so I could continue my reading, and after a while realized the cat was drooling a lake onto the bedspread. Drooling uncontrollably, and I called downstairs, “Andy, this cat is sick! He’s drooling all over the place.” Andy explained some cats drool as a sign of affection and contentment. From that evening on, Rocko arrived, peering over my book like the head of a snowy owl, a meowing snowy owl, ready for our quality time.

This is not quite a love story. Rocko is not entirely domesticated. His feral youth abides and he won’t ever be a housecat. When the house is sleeping, he leaps out our window to the roof of the neighbor’s garage then down to the alley, and combs the vicinity for vermin. Occasionally, he hauls his prey home, leaving them atop the bedspread he drools on. So far there have been two baby opossums and a smelt probably scavenged from a night fisherman at the bay. One of the opossums was still alive. I am certain he brings the creatures to me as presents, and remind myself he is not unlike some men who, though otherwise faultless in their affections, have lapses in judgment when selecting gifts for their ladies.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Tuesday When Everyone Was Irish

I was thinking of my most Irish friend, Darin Kelly, who named his sons Eamon for Eamon de Valera and Eoin, because that's the truly Irish spelling of Owen. (Darin always refers to St. Patrick's Day as Amateurs Hour and claims it's when the real Irish-Americans stay home and watch all the pretenders go out and get sick on green beer.) Darin's charming cynic's eye aside, St. Patrick's Day really is quite the eye-opening festival in Philadelphia. Near where I live, folks sporting Mardi Gras style beads, funny hats and clothing of all types but all the requisite bright green, fill the sidewalks. Some amble from Irish bar to Irish bar listening to music and sampling brews on Philadelphia's version of a pub crawl. They begin the crawl at 11 a.m.

Tuesday I watched as a band of bagpipers went from pub to pub serenading diners catching a corned beef and cabbage special at lunch time. Along the way they entertained those who were simply doing what I was doing--wandering for an hour to see how my neighborhood transforms itself and becomes, for one day, some place foreign. My writer self loves these opportunities to see my familiar spaces and routines recreated. They give me the chance to play tourist in my own life, to see my routine through a foreigner's sharpened gaze. That's the kind of gaze we'll sharpen and write from in my class this summer at Findley Lake, the kind that let's you stand outside your own "usual" and "be there", as if for the first time.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

From the porch

On Prince Street

Here in Brunswick, Georgia, it is porch season. At last, the azaleas and the redbud trees and the dogwood draped in Spanish moss are in bloom, and, unless the no-see-ums chase us inside, it is warm enough to sit on the porch. We have a south-facing porch here on Prince Street, so it is possible to follow the sun from one side to the other throughout the day.

Growing lazy in my own patch of sunlight, I watch two geckos come up the porch steps. First a nice-sized green one darts over the brick, and then a tiny brown one skitters past him. Up the steps, up and down the porch post, and then across the grass green floorboards to park himself inches from my feet. There he methodically laps up the silver-winged insects emerging from between the boards.

I am mesmerized by his effortless consumption. With quick jabs of his head, he picks the creatures off one by one, and while I know I should call for Tom at once, any sound, any movement, would scare the little brown gecko from his feast. In less than minute all of them – maybe twenty – are swallowed whole. Beyond the porch, against the sunlight, silver wings of a dozen or so escapees flutter away.

When I go into the house, I still don’t say the word out loud, but speak instead of silver wings and the gecko. My practical husband understands at once that he must crawl under the house to check the foundation, to capture a specimen or two in a plastic paint jug, to talk to our neighbors about the life cycle of termites. Later, when he witnesses whole multitudes taking wing from tree roots in other neighborhoods, he learns they came not from the house’s foundation, but from the ancient oaks in front of the house. Not that such knowledge consoles him.

I would like to offer some Annie Dillard-like wisdom from my observation of the termites and the gecko, but the best I have is that there is beauty in the bizarre and you might not have to go far to find it. Perhaps in my July class, “Confabulation,” we will capture these extremes in new and interesting ways.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Hot Fun in the Summertime

Writers from workshops past are already asking about our summer offerings at Hazen Manor (www.hazenmanor.com) this July. For starters, and so you can save the dates, our kickoff reading will take place Sunday July 19th at Megan Collins-Hed’s bookstore, The Last Wordsmith Shoppe (www.lastwordsmith.com), in North East, PA. Our Findley Lake classes will begin Monday, July 20th and continue each day that week through Friday the 24th.

Liz, Sara, and I will conduct one class apiece, and the last two days of our week we’ll teach together. (We pretty much always do, anyway.) Those two collaborative classes will be called “Wooing the Muse,” and explore different tricks you can use to prod yourself into writing when you don’t have us to do it for you.

My class, “Feast of the Forgotten Senses,” was conceived in bewilderment a couple years ago during the holiday season—it seemed crazy to me that the only mode of celebration was food and drink. And more food and drink. And then more. But of course, there I was, gluttonizing with the rest of them. I did, however, resolve to create an antidote, and the result was the class I’ll give this summer.

Sara and Liz will follow shortly with posts about their classes. Check again soon.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Beach Glass


Writing requires that you spend a lot of time in your head—the Coen Brothers called it “the life of the mind” in their funny, frightening movie, Barton Fink. Sometimes it gets a little stultifying in there, crawling through the narrow openings and smacking into the walls of my own thoughts, and I have to find ways to clear my head out. I walk a couple miles on the beach, I do 45 minutes of yoga, I stage a symbolic cleaning of other cluttered spaces, like my T-shirt drawer, shoe shelves, or linen closet. Lately, I’ve added a component to my walks along the Balboa Peninsula: collecting beach glass.

When I scan the deposits of rock and shell for a certain shade or telltale glint of glass, I have an extra diversion from thought. All that goes through my head is, “Is that a piece of glass? Is that? Is that?” I suppose it transforms into a mantra after a while, the whole act of hunting beach glass a meditation. There’s the clink of the shards in my sweatshirt pocket, the heft of them, like coins with no value except that I’ve found them.

Home from my walk, I rinse the varied specimens, and lay them out on a paper towel to dry. I tinker with them, arranging them like parts of an inexact puzzle. They are ordinary objects the sea has broken up, tumbled, spit out and turned into art.

I’m ready to write again.

Rose as Muse

I think it was the socialist Emma Goldman who said she'd rather have roses on the table than diamonds to around her neck. I don't know if I'd go quite that far, but the roses I brought home from the Philadelphia Flower Show last Wednesday, placed on tables around my house, have been nourishing my creative self. Our banks of snow have been melting slowly and the area's dotted with that gray, ugly mush. The roses I chose out of the hundreds of bundles being sold in the market of the flower show are a buttery yellow that bleeds into orange and each blossom is rimmed with a deep red. I've never seen anything like them before.

The theme of the show this year is Bella Italia, so every display mimics a place in Italy--Rome, Venice, even a whimsical floral Atlantis complete with pieces from the mythology. My favorite was a smaller display, a created piece of Italian untamed parklands, lit low as if under a half moon. I forgot my camera, but I brought a notebook and tried to find some words for the scent of the varied narcissus blooms, the colors on the bougainvillea. I'd taken myself on what Julia Cameron (The Artist's Way) calls "an artist date"--deliberately went by myself so I could be with my own thoughts and senses. It's a great way to feed your muse, an artist's date. You can take yourself anywhere for just a couple of hours, and you don't have to spend a dime. Try browsing in a yarn shop with all its texture and color. This weekend I can go back to the flower show with my husband. He'll no doubt remember his camera and I'll experience the exhibits through a whole different lens.

Liz

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Here in Philadelphia

March has most definitely come in like a lion, and I'm staring out at what I hope will be the "last blast" snow storm of this season before spring arrives. Spring arrives to the city regardless of the weather in the form of the annual Philadelphia Flower Show at our convention center. I'm hoping to get over there later in the week and share the scents, sounds and sights. In the meantime, this past week has been rife with thoughts and memories of reading, first stirred up by the novelist/ journalist Anna Quindlen. She spoke last Monday.

Quindlen covered a lot of ground in her talk to a packed audience of several hundred in downtown Philadelphia, but she the place she started, and what she circled back to over and over, was her childhood love of books. When she mentioned that she was the kid whose mother had to shoo her outside to play or she'd spend even sunny days in a particular chair inside the pages of a favorite novel, I was reminded of the summer I spent reading and then rereading Little Women to the point that I could get myself crying over Beth's death about a chapter and a half ahead of her actual demise. If you're a writer, you probably have at least one tale of your own like that, a chair or a corner or a blanket on a beach that was your reading place.
What Quindlen said that really struck me, though, was that she believes her childhood reading taught her compassion for others, real empathy.

After a really crazed week of teaching, I ended the week as the same note was sounded in a different setting. A nonprofit in New Jersey concerned with preservation of waterways at wetlands, operating on the premise that the best way to sensitize the public to their mission is to say it with art, sponsored a photography exhibit and poetry reading Friday night. Check out the photographs if you get a chance (they make great writing prompts!) at http://www.drgreenway.org./ Twenty-five poems referred to waterways as places of refuge, of joy, of consolation, detailed plant, bird and animal life, brought back memories for all attending. The scientists present credited the artists with being true advocates. It was a new definition of a political poem to me; my poem's about gather crabs and starfish with my little sister and not caring that we had food stuck in our teeth.

As if to cap off a theme, I saw the movie The Reader last night-- great performance by Kate W for sure. I was less enamored of what the movie did with the book in some ways, but the notion, again, that being a reader means you enter a broader world than you have around you and therefore you can develop compassion-- well, there it was again. So I've been hit over the head all week with the importance and pleasure of both reading and writing. This week I'm carving out time to do both!

Liz